my dears

My Dears...
If you want to know how much I miss you, go count the raindrops when it rain... the ones u catch will mean how much you miss me...
but the ones you missed out, will mean how much I miss you...

Yesterday went to watch 40 yr old virgin with Xuan, nice show, it was hilarious and kind of sweet. high reco... =) wake up today damn early coz got to prepare a war in the morning, won't go on details... so wake up around 8am, ah... now kind of get used waking up early i guess... so before war, got up and do my laundry first coz later going to meet my mum out jalan jalan... OH YEAH... before i forgot... u know what yesterday while i was in the cinema at PS, before the show start always got alot of commercial right? guess what commercial i saw??? its E R I C samsung commercial... OH GOSH... I was like couldn't believe my eyes that his commercial was shown over in SG, though quite short but i was so damn happy xia... hehe... just make my day...when can i see HS one??? haha.. well possibility is 0 i guess coz the commercial he endorse isn't available in SG +_+ oh yah... yesterday we watch the show hor, we were sitting on the first row leh... wah piang so sellable... anyway we still catch the show lor coz theres no other show i want to watch liao... lucky it turn out nice if not my neck is the one that suffer the most...haha. today got shopping mood leh coz took my pay liao..hehe... hopefully can buy some clothes... really nothing to wear like that leh and wearing heels to work is really a torture coz i always got to climb slope.... so painful...
Yesterday went Orchard then go find my darling, so miss everyone... met Ria also, she is leaving soon, glad for her that she had found a better job. My poor Land... poor little gal... take good care ok.. don't tire yourself out...

Land & Fee

Dear Jus|and

"Life is too short to be anything but happy. Love deeply, forgive quickly, take chances, give everything with no regrets. Forget the past with the exception of what you have learned and remember -- everything happens for a reason."

Dear Fee

"For a long time is seemed to me that life was about to begin -- real life.
But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first,
some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid.
At last it dawned on me that these obstacle were my life.
This perspective has helped me to see there is no way to happiness.
Happiness is the way.
So treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one.
Happiness is a journey, not a destination.
Dance as though no one is watching you.
Love as though you have never been hurt before.
Sing as though no one can hear you.
Live as though heaven is on earth."

summary

Hmm...what should i write today? maybe a summary of what happen this week.
Monday, first day of work, so scared, worried and lonely. colleagues is quite nice but i felt so left out coz don't even know what they talking about or who they talking about so I just do my work. Like that continuously for 5 days, I'm still so quiet coz I don't have same topic to talk to them except for work stuffs, the only person I can talk more is with my Chief Clerk, she is a mum of 2 kids, she got the same interest as me that is Korean drama, haha. coz i can't log in my pc to access to the program so practically morning i will be on her desk to do my work so sometimes we will be talking about Kdrama, but the funny thing is our taste of show is very different lor, alot of show I find not nice she say nice then I say nice she say not nice, funny right? but we still have the same liking on certain show lah, haha. sometimes I felt lonely inside the office leh, coz is like I really don't know what to say to them except for work stuffs lor, even my colleagues say I'm very quiet and sometimes I didn't even go lunch together with them, I just buy back to eat in the office, coz sometimes I go makan with them I also very quiet so I rather just buy back and eat in the office. so xian right? I miss my darlings ex-colleagues.... miss everything about them, miss the craps, FOS etc... I always reach home around 6.30pm and when I reach home I felt so lonely leh, coz is like I don't know what I should do, coz sometimes tv show not nice then when i log on to the pc nobody is online so early, then now I got to sleep early because I got to wake up at 6am . Sat & Sun also seems very boring, no $ to go out and so boring to stay at home. luckily yest I met up with my mum and aunt pauline for dinner at ang mo kio central and they accompany me do some shopping, bought a pair of shoe, 1 top and 1 pant. If I never meet them up, I guess I will bored to death, I'm so used to spending my weekends at work and now when I got the free time, I felt so damn xian xia... and I just wanted to meet someone up regardless of family or friends. Well maybe jus|and is right, I should go get a bf right? but what the heck, think so easy meh, macham they will fall from sky like that. LOL. back to work tomorrow, so feel like crying...

I'M SO

photos

Sam & Sena ( My Dear is so pretty...)


Sena & me in JB Skudai


Mr & Mrs Saravanan

TIRED

AH... first day of work... I'm so tired... alot to learn leh very blur...somemore so many password to remember. WTF man... actually didn't do much work today, went through the leave system but don't understand a thing...WAHAHA... but colleagues & Chief Secretary quite good. Chief took half day leave so I only did abit of paperwork coz my card got problems can't log into the PC...haiz..so damn troublesome. Reach home around 6.30pm, still quite early coz I actually took the chartered bus, now got to take the chartered bus liao if not if I take public transport it would cost me a bomb and it would take ages before I reach my workplace coz damn Ulu. haha. Aunties inside the chartered bus very nice, told me where the pickup place and drop off place. Ah... whole day reading that stupid file makes me damn sleepy xia... I miss my Dears... Are they missing me too???

HAPPY

so happy today. why??? finally got my Hye Sung cd. yeah yeah~~~ Janice got it for me in Korea. hehe. Muacks...and the most happy thing is she bought the special edition one... WOW... coz the special edition got extra vcd and more photo. hehe. so HAPPY~~~~finally after 2 months of waiting, i got his cd.
So scare of my new job tomorrow, hope everything goes well. (pray hard)
AJAH AJAH FIGHTING~~~~

Ending

Now is 16 Oct Sun 1.35am. Just reach home about an hour ago, yesterday was my last day of work in Nike Women. Knock off at 4.30pm then rush to Orchard pass the shop key to my Manager, after that went home and put my things then went back to Parkway again, meet my colleagues for supper. Thought only the 5 (me, Land, Fee, Jannah & Shera) of us going only but luckily Sena & Siti was here too. So we went makan at Haig road there. Makan and took some photo, will upload it once I develop it. Received some presents and cards from my colleagues, so sweet of them. I love it. Surprisingly I didn't cry leh, suddenly felt like so strong like that but actually when I reach home, I cried for awhile. I don't know why I just feel like I haven't left the company yet leh. Gosh...what is happening to me??? Imagine I'm still not prepared for the new job which is tomorrow? ARGH... how? I'm so scare... Well... over the past one year and eight months over here, I felt I change alot, guess everybody got to grow up right? I'm so blessed that I have met such wonderful colleagues here, sincerely i wish to say to all my colleagues, they are always with me through ups and downs. greatly and deeply appreciate it. They can always make me smile and let me forget my worries. We will always be FRIENDS till the END. Loving them always~~~~

Went Polyclinic to take my medicine today, after that went Outram buy cd then meet Serene, Nana, Siyun & Vic for dinner @ Punggol Park, so long never meet them liao, good to meet up with old friends and talk about all of us and gossiping of others. hehe. They wanted to organize a short trip to Bintan next month, hm... so broke how to go??? Whatever... I told Serene I very stress on the new job then she said she already prepare for the first week sure will receive my phone call, hehe. What Friends are for right?
Countdown to 2 more days. So damn sad xia...

Anyway I want to put Sungie photo. so long never upload his photo liao. hehe ^0^



Nice?? I like the one in blue, so cute & hot. got to cool myself down.

ROM

5.45pm is the time ROM ceremony should start but guess what time Sena reach? 7.10pm. Oh gosh... she was stuck at Tuas there. So we actually have the ROM ceremony change to outdoor instead of indoor. After the ceremony, James go off first coz he got to meet his friend so I was left alone. After the ROM we went makan at Little India - Banana Leaf restaurant. Sena ask me to take the car instead of bus so her brother drives us there, I was so damn paisei coz our car actually got ribbons on the car and I was the only chinese inside the car ( got 4 people inside the car, me Sena's brother, cousin & 1 aunt) and I put the bouquet of flowers on my lap so that the aunt can sit, so when we were driving to our destination, alot of people inside bus, inside car was like staring at me which makes me so embarass, the cousin also notice that and said: "wait people thought you marrying an Indian". WAHAHA so damn funny. Dinner was quite nice but I felt so left out even though the cousin was like talking to me but mostly they were communicating in Indian so don't understand a thing. Anyway manage to take few pics ^0^
Back to work tomorrow, seems like alot of things to do xia...xianz...
Buen Camino.

Just came back not long from Sena's engagement party at JB, tired xia... reach her boyfriend's home at CCK ard 4.40pm, bus left at around 5.10pm, reach her engagement place around 7.30pm, so damn long right? coz we kept waiting & waiting. nearly sleep inside the bus xia. haha, anyway the ceremony started around 8pm and last around 1 hour, so dinner practically start at 9pm, oh gosh... I whole day never eay anything xia...haha. Sena is really very beautiful today but she look nervous and tired. Her costume today is red with lots and lots of gold, Sam's finger all with gold rings xia, no kidding man..haha. After the ceremony then I got the chance to talk to Sena and took some photos, she very cute say her smile like very fake coz smile too much liao. will upload the photo once its ready. ^0^ reach Sinagpore custom around 11.45pm, manage to take the last train from CCK and drop off at Ang Mo Kio then take cab home, oh gosh... I'm so dead tired. Today still got to go to her ROM. Ah... just now take photo that time I very cheeky, I turn to the both of them and said I want to take a photo of both of your kissing. WAHAHAHA... they so paisei and Sena was like you come my wedding next year then take then Sam was like cannot lah, too many people liao. wahahaha. they are such cute couple leh. Wishing them an Everlasting Love!!!
As what I have written on the card for Sena~ I'm really happy that you have found your soul mate, someone you can hold hands till old, be a healthy and loving nanny. Love you lots my Darling~~

Teary...

Felt like having a good cry now. So many things on my mind and I'm so damn tired. Received stocks today and was busy like hell the whole day, actually work til 7pm but I left around 8.45pm. Late afternoon met a regular customer, she bought some app and we was like talking about the discount thing then she said she actually have discount card for another company but she bought from us for nett price then I ask her why she never went there? guess what was her reply? She said I like your service mah, ARGH... I was so touched. so I tell her today might be the last time I'm serving her coz I'm leaving and she look kind of sad... then ask me about my new job etc. then she ask me how's the pay all these so I just say the new job got higher pay lor, so she ask me back, is the high pay very important? so I just told her coz its office and I got to work only 5 days a week mah and here is 6 days lor, so she kind of understand then we ended saying take care, so sweet of her right? Managed to meet Jo, my regular customer, luckily when she came I was still around, she came around 8.30pm so managed to pass her the small gift personally to her and she look abit shock, haha. She was also like.. "you really leaving ah...." AH... just makes me go so sad hearing all these. Received a card by my Wisma colleague, Lena, Fanice & Jaslyn. so sweet of them. Love it.


Fee~ I'm so glad that finally you understand why I like HS & Eric so much.
they are such cute patricks right? haha.

BTW, when I was waiting for my bus to go home, I actually drop few droplets of tears. AH... so sad...

My off day again today, had a good sleep yesterday, guess I'm really tired coz recently haven't been sleeping well. Anyway, woke up in the afternoon, go Polyclinic take my blood test, I really pissed off with the nurse leh... she took my blood already then put it in the wrong tube then no choice got to take my blood again, Nao Hia man... I think she is the same gal that took my blood test last month then left me a bruise for around 1 week coz i think she poke the wrong place, WTF man. ARGH... hopefully next time is not her again... just my luck xia. After that went Bugis Guanyin temple pray pray, then go bugis check out any vcd and magazine, anyway its not my day today so didn't bought anything, good also lah, got to save $ leh, broke xia. came back did my laundry and watch tv. excited over sunday Sena's engagement and monday her ROM, ah... what to wear??? hm... anyway recently i manage to slim down abit then some of the old clothes I got can wear again..hehe so happy.
Still left with 9 days to 15 Oct. 6 working days left. Time just pass by so fast man, today wake up and was lazing on my bed then think of how many days left over here then I felt the urge to cry leh but I quickly divert my attention and get up to bath. Few days ago met 1 regular customer then I told her I'm leaving and she told me to take care, yesterday called up my VIP customer Jo regarding abt the new stock then I also told her my last day on the 15th then most probably she will pop by tomorrow, I have prepare a small gift for her, hopefully can meet her tomorrow.

A friend is someone who walks in when the whole world has walked out.

I have been having sleeping disorder these few days, I manage to sleep around 2-3am but wake up at ard 6am then I can't get back to sleep already, don't know what happen to me? Maybe I'm stress up coz of the new job got to wake up very early liao. Anyway now is 3am I still haven't sleep, Well... yest (3/10) was my off day, for these 2 weeks I will be working 2 days off 1 day coz I'm clearing my replacement off, so did some shopping, bought 1 shoe, 1 top & 1 skirt, can't manage to get the pants I want, out of stock... met Janice for awhile, take discount card from her then went Wisma pass the gals the card I made then went NAC lunch with my Darling Sena, reach home around 6pm. Juz now finally finish my card for other colleagues, so tired... then pack my room again, clear alot of things... my room is now halfway through to finish...hehe, enjoy packing randomly...hopefully later I can have a good sleep throughout.
Looking forward to Sena's engagement this Sun and ROM on Mon...hope she like the present I gave her...Oh gosh... I don't know what to wear leh.
I'm tired, got to catch up my sleep. Oyasumi.