不知不觉过了半年了，好快噢

M Y L O V E

my breakfast today

cake that my boss bought yest...


bag i bought during lunch yest~

My desktop from


to


so sad... my flat screen so fast retire le :_(

Half day today
went take passport with Janice
went Bugis for lunch & shopping...
took photo sticker...so nice.. haha.. but its so ex... $11 leh
both of us so tired... though never shop much..

Finally i had enough... can't sleep yest nite again, coughing the whole night and i can't wake up this morning... so went to the chinese medical hall tat gek intro, didn't know where it is and i took a cab there, reach there then find out i got straight bus there lor >___< aiyo...


my medicine for 3 days~~

gota go back after 3 days.. tat means sat gota go back again... xian...

wana come back take a nap also cannot sleep...haiz...duno why, suppose to be the perfect weather to nap

my cough is so bad till my tummy hurts while i cough :_(

Have been coughing non stop for few days already >___<
cough till my back bone hurt...
i hate when i have cough... the last cough i had lasted 1 mth...
Duno y ever since work in this company my health just completely go haywire...
haiz...
wish next yr would be a better yr for me...
~~~New owner of N73~~~ still adjusting to new phone

39 degree
Fever
Sore throat
Body aching
3days mc

Had a satisfied nap today... so chilly weather to sleep also..hehe shiok de la..

went amk after my pm leave... went to buy my shampoo & check my starhub mobile ac...coz recently my hp got lots of problem, tot of changing my hp but my 2 mobile plan still under contract, just then i rec'd starhub letter saying my hp can upgrade after 12 mths & when i upgrade, they can waive off the $100, so excited so i went amk hub starhub to check, yes i can upgrade w/o having to pay $100 coz i'm a hub club member...hehe.. the good thing is if i upgrade my hp, the 2 yr contract start fresh on the day i upgrade w/o the xtra mths left... so good ne..

btw the starhub mobile line is not mine.. is Chunju one...since she still wana hold on to the line then i can happily go upgrade my phone le..hehe.. got model on my mind le... and some more i use my rewads point to redeem *hub $50 voucher... hehe...nw waiting for my voucher to arrive then i can go buy my hp le... yeah yeah actually i don't have enough points to redeem but since Ah ju don't even know the starhub points exists, i told her i transfer her point to mine...hehe.. we both hv around 1100 points, the voucher is 1700 so i need her points to get my voucher...happy =)

Thanks my dear friend

I like how u always understand me when i whine
you straight away knew i must have not been sleeping well
i almost forgot until u reminded me
I like how u always knew i'm very tired
and won't disturb me until i look for you
You won't complain when i spent less time with you
and thanks for being by my side when i needed you



Lask week everyday is work & work so tired lor, my 8th working day today... gosh so freaking tired...
Our company had the S & S exhibtion last week, though tired but quite fun, learn more on our products also, though learn not much lah, haha. Oh.. also more familiarize with our promoters...haha i know their name but not their face, never really talk with them lor, luckily got them to talk with if not damn xian... sat was fun coz more crowd & i felt more energetic but i snooze off at 10.30pm, so damn long never sleep so early le lor, esp on a sat...
sun maybe i felt very tired so not much enegry kept sitting down watch the Transformers movie & playing the xbox game...haha..
I'm so freaking tired...

This is the result i got from a fengshui test...

Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your lovelife is soon to blosoom. You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever. Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at time but will be the best thing for you, you will be glad for the change.

X is your Best friend. "17", This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.
You like adventure. You are spontaneous and like to please people.

chanced upon a celebrity's blog & i was captured by some of his post... so profound and i can't help myself to copy some of his entry... pardon me...

当一个人在对未来茫然的当下
通常会选择逃避
逃避自己的情绪
逃避接电话
逃避朋友
逃避家人
却终究要面对
也最难面对的
是最内在深层的那个自己

___________________________________

一颗心悬在这里
不左不右
一段情卡在那里
不上不下

___________________________________

假装
你还在这里
眼泪
却不停
那段回忆
停在你我心底
我想忘记
却又觉得可惜

当作
只是片刻欢愉
灵魂
离开身躯
交换爱情
找共震的频率
等待奇迹
你
愿不愿意

你要我如何证明 我的心 它曾经被摆在一起 能不能不要否定
可不可以再相信 我和你 就算我即将死去 也没关系

我讨厌欺骗自己 想安静 却掩盖不了的情绪 你的背影好熟悉
想像你只是远行 不哭泣 又瞬间失去理性 和勇气

我只能留在原地 揣摩你 离开那时候的心情 转身不见的足迹
鼓起勇气告诉你 还爱你 失去悸动的能力 胆颤心惊 爱还你

掩面
哭泣
对不起
无法
言语
剩呼吸

我留在原地
一直的等著你
千篇一律
也不腻

我对你的爱
总是沉默
你说想自由
我就放手
冠冕堂皇那些藉口
每字每句把心刺痛
这是谁的错
支离破碎的梦

你对我的爱
总是挥霍
心把心伤透
剩下孤单寂寞
好想念你在人群中
为了找我拼命的回头
强装出的笑容
为了掩饰伤痛

我就是
说不出口
好想你
说不出口
对爱能否有奢求
回忆那永恒的承诺

还是在
期待你说
还是会
期待你回头
能不能牵著我的手
紧握
说不出口

那属于你我的晴朗星空
不再闪烁


深深被这些歌词感动，尤其那句被我bold的

Sometimes i just love to hear the conversation between my colleagues... is just so funny.
We were talking about 1 of my salesman who don't really like western food coz they were discussing about the high tea snack for the coming exhibition.

Chris: Eh John, you like muffin?

J: Walau, no lah, i prefer chinese "huat kuay" 发糕

All: LOL, even my big boss inside his room overheard our conversation & he laughed too.

Then Chris told me an incident that happened quite long ago while they were at a restaurant.

C: Eh, wana eat the potato skin?

J: Walau, what so nice to eat? Chinese people throw away the skin & your eat it? Whats so nice about the skin, so rough.

Me: Laugh like hell...

i almost die laughing at work today... so funny haha

YES YES YES YES

i finally found hyesung 2nd album song..haha...mp3 format some more...woohoo..loving it

i wana get Samsung T10

today me & janice went to see mp3 players, we went audio house in liang court & funan, walk whole day but we only got 2 models on mind... creative zen & t10, she more into zen i more into t10...haha... actually almost same features & price lor but i got lobang can get better price...haha... so tired with the walking today... and my gastric came back while i was outside...bloody hell...

oh... janice gona be aunt soon... her sis is pregnant... Congrats

It's November already... wow another year going to be over in a flash... haiz... really old le lor... after 21 time really just flies man...
Finally at the age of 25+ i'm going holiday with my sec sch mates... haha.. another 69 days.. haiz..still seems so long lor +____+
Finally recover after a week sickness... my immune system is getting bad xia.. nw fever takes at least 1 week to recover...haiz..not a good thing, luckily is not dengue...hehe...so scare...the gastric is so bad... very long never gastric pain liao, it's so terrible to endure... some more got wind inside..even worse, i kept burping >____< i hate when all sickness come at a time... ARGH...

Last week was a disaster for me... i was down with fever on tue but i still went to work till wed, after work i reached home & just drop dead on my bed... 7pm went to the clinic at my house there... doc gave me 2 days mc but i still went back to work on fri... but really cannot make it so around 12+ i went home... still feeling feverish on sat but i still went toa payoh get some grocery... was feeling giddy so quickly get my things & went home... then sat nite i was feeling tummy aching... diarhoea.. gosh... then sun i realise its gastric pain also... wat a bad week for me...

NEW FOUND LOVE


yummy... hehe

BLACK BEAUTY




i wana shave her long hair...


Carpet???


acting 忧郁




she lies on my tummy like tat too...so kawaii...

so tiring now... went to kusu island with mum & her 6 colleagues in the afternoon... stayed around 2 hrs... then came back went bugis pray again... then head to chinatown eat claypot rice... damn disapointing... the standard drop alot lor... haiz...

now my 2 thigh hurts... i guess i injured them while climbing the stairs up to Na Tuk gong... i tink it will hurt more badly tmr... >___<

I wana get something i wanted very badly few months ago...hopefully i can get it by next mth...
less shopping for me...i hope..hehe


a new side of Hyesung...

Uncle Ben came back on mon night, last min arrange dinner on tue night, lucky some really shift their appointment so at least we had a mini gathering... but was raining so damn heavily in AMK... anyway Genesis was so damn cute lor... loving her so much..muacks... she lie on my lap for like 5 mins with her head on my lap too lor..so ticklish... hehe..but she's soooo adorable, even my uncle loves her too... she's super friendly to everyone & hardly barks...and she will come by once in awhile to your side to catch ypur attention... isn't she cute...hehe

Congrats to Ning Jie... her baby boy is out to see the world.. =)

pAiN... PaIn... gO... AwAy...
CoMe... aGaIn... AnOtHeR... dAy...

perfect weather to be sleeping at home...
i wish i had taken leave today... it seems that whichever day i took leave, the weather will be damn sunny thus making it hard for me to nap if i purposely take leave to stay at home...

Yest bought durian puff at Joo Chiat... 20pcs at $9... and i finished it just yesterday...haha..k lah, i never eat all 20pcs lah... relax la... some i gave my colleagues to eat... but i eat around 15pcs loh... still consider alot hor...haha.. so yummy lor... the "devil warehouse" uncle being helpful to recomend me the durian puff makes me become so sinful leh... its even nicer than the durian puff at amk hub...

another 15mins to knock off...i can't wait to get home... haha

Gosh... so shag today... busy busy busy... busy till wana sleep liao lor.. i'm so sleepy..
好困噢
btw, now i'm in office, time now is 4.35pm...haha... i can't wait for another 1hr plus to go home & lay down on my bed...

i'm having this urge to go cut my hair short xia... can't stand the split end & dryness of my hair >___<

yest i was reading cruz teng's blog...haha..his blog is interesting & damn funny loh.

shall end my blog here... gota work liao +____+

Went to pray granpa yest, after that went chinatown with my family, feeling so sickening coz of the terrible weather, SO HOT... my god... anyway i saw something that brightens up my day...


神话 2006 Japan tour 'Inspirational #1' live at 武道馆


Hm.. they talk alot in jap & change some of their songs to jap...so good... the concert was in sep last year, same mth as in Singapore concert, when i watch the dvd, can see they put in alot of effort for their fans in Japan lor... >___<

*so freaking pissed off*
finally the tudou link is ok le... yeah yeah...

As time went by, gradually i find working here to be very tired... mentally...

well... we finally book our BKK trip..hehe... 1st time go holiday with my sec sch mates... wahaha... anticipating~~

过了那么久，还是无法忘记。。。
她搬走的那一天的情形
在 chomp chomp 吃晚餐时泪无法停止。。。

无法忘记两个女人在客厅里
哭的犀利哗啦的

即使过了那么久
还隐隐作痛

我一直觉得从那次以后我变了，变得很不快乐，被逼一夜长大
心永远缺了一角
我不知道这个伤好不好的了，
希望有一天，有一个人会把它医好。

Woke up this morning & felt my left arm abit painful... didn't really care till i went out to work, while walking, my both hand swinging then i suddenly felt the pain on my left hand, i swing slightly harder, it HURTS lor.. told my boss when she came in, and coz her "bf" is in this trade, she drove me to his shop to treat my hand, she drove Jaguar(her dad's car coz her car went see doctor)..tot i sprain my arm while sleeping but he said the problem lies on my nerves... anyway.. he help me massage & do the 拔罐


got abit scare beginning but after awhile ok liao...

the med sucks lor... those black syrup.. nearly fainted...
just now suddenly felt very 酸 on my arm when i was watching online variety show... so i msg Bud told her 我的手踩到 lemon, 好酸噢. she say i lame... =p gosh... hopefully tmr will be better.

I got my confirmation letter today =)
met Serene for lunch today... everytime meet her for lunch, i always very happy one... sure alot of funny things happen de lor...
yest nite i slept very well...the weather was just so cooling..woohoo..loving it