Today Billy called me from Brunei. surprised that he called me and glad that he is all right, coz he told me some of his friends got injured while training. Luckily he's fine. Hopefully can catch up with him before I start my new work, very long never meet him up liao...

sick

today wake up at 4pm. Oh gosh... I'm today... these few days having fever & since yesterday started having migrain again... so today. juz feel like sleeping the whole day. Anyway these few days have been packing my things, my vcd lah, my clothings lah & doing laundry, still got alot of things to clear, me being very sentimental tends to keep alot of things so now its really time to clear all unwanted things. next month got more time to clear my things since I got my replacement off to clear before I go, so now I'm packing my things bits by bits. met my Mum juz now, she borrowed Korean drama from me, oh gosh.. she's so cute leh. Anyway recently there's no nice show to watch so spent alot of time doing my own stuffs and d/l Shinhwa video ^0^ hehe. oh gosh... migrain is back again... shit...now count down to my pay day, got to buy office clothes liao, shit goanna be broke...very broke... and the f thing... my discman spoilt, WTF man...
Hm... feel like eating & leh... keke.
today sleep for so long, hopefully can get to sleep later, I think can sleep lah coz I just now took milk liao, milk is really good for me, if I drink milk that day, sure sleep very well, so all those who is having sleepless night, try drinking milk, it helps.
Sweet dreamz & sleep tight, my CHINGU.

17 Days to go

I'm only left with 17 more days before leaving this company. Oh gosh..its too fast liao. And it seems like I haven't got any intention to leave yet. Anyway maybe when its near Oct 15(my last day) then I will finally realize that it's time for me to embark on a new journey. I'm scared coz I find the new journey route cold, dark and lonely. I'm really hoping that there will be warmth & lights shone over me real soon.
Dongli is so sweet, previously he called me and I've told him about my new job andtoday he called me up again telling me which bus to go to my new workplace, even though I don't know izit the correct place but its this gesture that makes me feel so happy. You know, its the thoughts that counts.
Eric told me that Jeannie told him that if I would like to come back to this job, I'm always welcome. But I tell myself I shouldn't be thinking this way coz if I really think that if I cannot stand the new job, I would sure got this thinking, "Never mind lah, quit, quit lor I still can go back to my old job" I really cannot afford to have this thinking if not I cannot succeed in everything I do. Don't you think so? I really have to think far from now. All right my Dears. Wish me luck, happiness& success. Buen Camino. Sweet dreamz. Sleep tight.

By Jus|and:

We're like sisters & best of frds. We can do anything or nothing & still have the best of time. Just bcos I enjoy her company. We share secrets, laughter & just have fun. We don't judge each other & accept exactly the way we're. I look at her & see a great person. One I love spending time with. We all share something in common & are tied together by memories, tears, laughs, smiles & by love for the other. Frdship is the strangest but GREATEST thing in the world.

As we walk our path of life, we meet pple everyday. Most are simply met by chance. But some are sent our way. These become special frds whose bond we can't explain. I know tat some frds just come & go. But not sotong gal. We're frds to the core. Our frdship was meant to be frm the first time we met. Frds at first sight. So gal.... whenever u feel down or when u miss my FOS, u can always find me. Te quiero

By Fee:

I am so going to miss talking tua kee(lol. U get what i mean ryte..?)with you, sharing those Korean dramas and drooling over Yan Taos. The Char Kway Teow we both loved. Kaya Toasts. Hais. We all, I mean ALL of us are going to miss you badly. You've thought me alot during these past two months working with you, and I really hope, we will share a long friendship over the coming years. It's going to be hard, building and making new friends, but trust me, you will always know the right path. Have faith. Dun forget to miss me, okay????????


For being there when I need you and standing beside me...
For listening without judging, and knowing without asking...
For keeping even the tiniest secrets safe...
For making me laugh, encouraging my dreams, and loving me as I am...
and most of all for being you...
THANK YOU my wonderful supportive FRIEND!!!

I'm sad... coz can't go company's D&D. Hope my Dears can enjoy themselves.

One year eight months

One year eight months. Next month will be exactly 1 yr 8 mths ever since i started working this company, during these times, i met very wonderful colleagues, friends & customers of coz not forgeting some irritating colleagues cum customers, but i have to agree the happy times spent here is really unforgetable and happy and really i think i won't be able to meet so nice colleagues ever already. Actually abit couldn't break the news to my manager but end up he didn't f me, he's glad that i have found a better job so that makes me happy. Ah... don't know can attend the D&D or not... i really wish to go leh... =.(
I really couldn't bear to leave my Dear colleagues leh, have to pray that my last day here i wouldn't flood the shop. Will gonna miss them like hell. Thinking back the times spent here, individual moments with each of them will send tears bluring my vision.
Land, Sena, Siti, Fee, Juita, Fanice, Lena, Reia, Jaslyn, Sharifah, Shera, James, Eric & Stephanine.
Each of them played a very important part for me, i knew i have learnt a lot from them.
Thanks for all the memories, i will surely think of your alot on my new job, hope that makes me going, your will be the strength for me when i'm on the new job.
Friends Forever ^0^

Finally... the long awaited call came ringing today... Wow.. i was already like nearly forgot this whole thing then they call me. Army called me up today say my thing is already in process already, ask me when i can go down to sign the contract. Oh gosh... i already plan my things nice nice already then they call me, WTF man... Anyway i nearly spoil the whole thing but luckily manage to save the situation. I'm going down today (14/9) to sign the thing then i hope they could let me start work on the 1st Nov so that i can at least attend my Company's D&D next month... I really wish to attend the D&D with my dear colleagues and it will be the last gathering liao, so i really hope i can go. I'm very scared and confused actually coz i really don't know whether i'm doing the right thing. Let's hope everything goes smooth & well.
AH... so tired today... wake up so early today, tmr also got to wake up so early. got to sleep earlier later. will update again on how's the contract thing, got to go polish my nails...hehe. Buen Camino.

"It's funny, you work so hard, you do everything you can to get away from a place, and when you finally get your chance to leave, you find a reason to stay."

“I used to be afraid of so many things... That I'd never grow up. That I'd be trapped in the same place for all eternity. That my dreams would forever be shy of my reach. It's true what they say. Time plays tricks on you. One day you're dreaming, the next your dream has become your reality. And now that this scared little girl no longer follows me wherever I go, I miss her. I do. 'Cause there are things I wanna tell her-- to relax, to lighten up, that it is all going to be ok.. The people who contributed to who I am, they are with me wherever I go, and as history gets rewritten in small ways with each passing day, my love for them only grows. Because the truth is... it was the best of times. Mistakes were made, hearts were broken, harsh lessons learned, but all of that has receded into fond memory now. How does it happen? Why are we so quick to forget the bad and romanticize the good? Maybe it's because we need to believe that the time we spent together actually meant something, that we were there for each other in a time in our lives that defined us all, a time in our lives that we will never forget. I can't swear this is exactly how it happened. But this is how it felt."

Few days ago, I was on the phone talking to 1 of my colleague at work, first time talk to her for so long, we didn't really know each other well though, only sometimes joke over the phone. Surprisingly she told me some hidden secrests. haha. Anyway after the talk with her makes me realize something. Hmmm... that is....
I really love my colleagues a lot. haha. I often tell my friends, the only reason that made me stay in this job is not the pay, is not the work but... the colleagues. I don't think ever in my working life will there be any colleagues like them. Anyway I'm glad in a way that the Army haven't reply to my final application, so that I can stay here longer. I really can't imagine the day if I were to leave them. I would sure be very lost.
Today went to office with Fanice, she told me she and her boyfriend is saving $ to get married. Ah... so good. I'm so glad that my Darling Sena is getting engeged next month and Fanice is starting to plan her marriage. Ah.. so envious. It's just so good to have someone by your side and having the same thought of marriage. For my opinion, when the guy really thought of marriage, that means he really love the girl and will want to be by her side forever, don't you think its romantic?
Ah... how I wish someone would propose to me now...hahaha...and of coz not bad looking guy la...wahahaha. My ideal marriage age is around 26-28, will I be able to fulfil this dream? (praying hard)
Many loves to my Darling colleagues & friends.... night